“Sometimes God bloodies your nose, then puts you back on your bike and walks you home.” – Rich Mullins
I just like that quote for some reason.
I am at home with Mel right now while most of American Christians are dozing in the pews. It still feels awkward to me not to be in a church building while watching the show unfold in front of me. (or, being one of the talking heads up front) It will take awhile, I’m certain, to completely detox from that type of institution. Don’t get me wrong, I am not 100% against the modern form of church. In fact, there’s much in that system worth celebrating. It’s just that I myself don’t have any use for it much anymore.
Today, Enoch’s Path is meeting to discuss some possible changes in direction which would allow me to focus on the community full time. I don’t know if its the right path, but am seeking some type of confirmation from God on this. With my physical state, it would be a huge help not to have to work a “real” job and minister. On the other hand, there is something truly authentic about “bi-vocational” pastoring that I like.
This weekend has been speant with just Mel and I alone. We went out to PF Chang’s last night (one of our fav. places to eat) then went and saw “Taledaga Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby” - We both felt that it was like “Anchorman” was for us, in that when we went to “Anchorman” the first time we thought we wasted our money. Now, it’s one of our fav. movies to watch.
As I stated in the previous post, I am moving farther away from “Emergent.” I’ve started purging my “emergent” links and rss feeds. I am not moving out of what’s been called “emerging chuch” thinking, just the “Emergent” organization. I’m not totally giving up on them either. I just need some time away from it all to really discern whether or not it’s worth my time or not.
I guess I am feeling like there has been so much hurt and pain that I and my family have gone through over the past 3 years…and I want to take some time to really become the husband my wife deserves, the father my kids deserve and the best person I can be. So, for some un-determined time, I am going to focus on my family, my work and Enoch’s Path.
Anyway, my God’s shalom be with you.